THE CRAPPIER, THE BETTER

hey!

2006-07-23T22:14:00.000+08:00

yo! blog! long time nv blog! haha..

so,

HELLO!!! AND..

bye..

mwahahahaha..
only to waste my time..

i'll blog again next time if i got da MOOD
:))

feel shitty..

2006-07-09T22:58:00.000+08:00

told my parents liao dat i didnt pass my exams. luckily they in good mood. so nv scold me. but.. still..

this is da 1st time dat i didnt pass my exams. feel damn shitty. dun noe wat to do..

today, got nothin to do. so suddenly the exams results came across my mind wich make me feel even worse.. i dun even noe, how i manage to fail all my tests n 2 out of 3 is single digit. on thurs, i saw sb was cryin cos she got D for only 1 exam. if like dat ppl cry already, so wat should i do?! CRY?! haiz..

life is damn SUCKS now.. every thing dat i do always turn out to be wrong..

i hate jc life now.. hav to study n study n study.. but still.. u fail..

i study hard for econs but i still fail. WTF!!!

so for wat ppl study if in the end u will face failure..

maaaw..

2006-07-06T20:25:00.000+08:00

maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaw.

i got triple U so far..

so wat should i do??
wat should i tell my parents?

their demand is damn impossible to meet lah! im not genius, k. i aso not da nerdy type dat can stay at home da whole day only to study.
u wan one A and triple B?!

but i get better than dat, triple U suaaaaaaa..

maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaw.

pls dun tell me to quit DB!
do u noe DB is da only cca i do well so far. even though my fitness lvl is not dat sucks b4 i jon DB. but not even a single sport cca i can do well. cos u nv allow me lah. then, u complain dat i nv seriour bout my cca. i prove it to u dat i can. so let me stay sua.. let me stay in DB!!!

maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaw.

HATRED

2006-06-29T22:59:00.001+08:00

wads wrong being financialy a bit above others?! do u all need to make a big fuss of it?! STUPID BITCHES!! every time i bought new stuff or take cabs, da two of u always talk behind me. WAT! u all dun hav any freaking braveness to talk in front of me?! BITCHES!!! every moves n decisions dat i make u always complaint about it behind me. WATS UR PROBLEM BITCHES! every time said, "ohh.. cos shes rich!" two of u sure hav severely lack of vocab. only can say RICH. MONEY-MINDED BITCHES!!! it also not my fault dat im financialy better then da two of u! i dun really care if ppl say dat im rich im used wif it, but da way da two of u say it is damn obvious dat u dun like me.

everytime i disagree wif two of u n u will say, "ya lah! RICH girl. wad can we say. u r better than us." then u always said this fucking sentence in da language dat u think i dun noe. FUCK two of u!!! dun underestimate me, u BITCHES, i understand every single thing dat u said. u think im STUPID?! u think i dun noe wad u all talking about behind of me, BITCHES?! now i tell u dat u r wrong!

if u unhappy about me, juz tell me lah!! u everytime said dat im a coward dun dare to watch horror movies. then how u explain about urself, u dun even DARE to tell me dat u dun like me or to be precise u hate me. so wat if u dare to watch horror movies alone?! so wat if u dare to go out alone at nite?! I DUN GIVE A DAMN!!!

in front of me u always giv me dat fake smiles! esp wen my parents cum, u suddenly bcum so nice. DROP da act, can ya?! i dun think u hav da damn courage lah! AAARGH!!! y i hav to stuck wif u for da rest of my life in sg!!! then sometimes u aso talk bad bout my parents dat u dun even close wif. u dun even noe their characters n u can judge them?! hah?! whoa! try to act smart?! unfortunately, u still dun look smart. IDIOT!

everytime i complain bout my parents then u would say dat im a chicken, dun dare to talk to them. n u aso said dat u hate this type of person. i prove it to u already dat i can, i told them how i felt bout them. even though, in the end i got scold by them. ei, BITCHES, now u r doing exactly the opposite of wad u said lah. only can complain behind da ppl n in front of them, u will show ur usual FAKE SMILES!

once, i asked u wats ur prob dat u always show ur grouchy faces in front of me? then da next day u change, u always smiles fakely in front of me. at first i dun realize it but im not an idiot! u cant bluff me 4ever! then the next time, i asked u, y u like to talk something bad bout others secretly? then u deny it. u said, "no?! i nv do dat?!"

u like to STAB PPL FROM THE BACK, rite? BITCHES!!!

blog

2006-06-19T00:49:00.000+08:00

hmm.. lazy to blog. but still here i am!

yesterdae was too tired to blog n today too lazy to blog.
so.. juz wanna sae..

GOOD JOB NYDB!!! WOHOOOO!!!

yesterday u all gave it ur BEST!!! YAY!!! so no regrets, we will train hard for da next NATIONALS!!!

trash da njc!!!

tired already.. cya on next blog.. hehe..

nationals!!! im coming!!!

2006-06-14T22:32:00.000+08:00

3 more days to nationals.. n 9 more days to mid year exams.. argh!!!

anw, today.. as usual we study together at sch. n da stupid bao, dark choco, chern harn, yvnn n yiyang bully me!!! they locked me outside da classroom! harh!!! n the weather was super hot!!! they told me to climb in n its difficult k. they juz left me outside n took photoS of me -_- IDIOT. never help me!!! aft several mins dat felt like hours, they let me in sua!!!

then.. its bao turn!!! haha!!! so happy. she several times tried to climb in n she was wearing her short skirt wif no shorts inside!!! hwehehe.. all was exposed, u can c anything under the skirt.. n i dun think u all wan to noe wats under it. hehe..

then wen wan to go home, we saw mr mesmerizing playin tennis. so we stuck there to watch him play. anw, for ur info, aft several times trying to go home by back gate, we realize dat dragonboaters always stuck at the pull up bars. hehe..

next time blog again, k, hehe..

sucky dae...

2006-06-13T22:48:00.000+08:00

woi. mr lee is stepping down from bcuming our coach lah! he is da best coach! i dun wan to change. he is funny but firm. not many coach as undestanding as him. haizzz.. if really change da coach, lets make dat subs coach suffer. hehe. joking sua. y hav to change coach?! u juz zoach us for 6 mths n wan to change already? y?! heh..

4 more days to NATIONALS.. but hav no confidence at all esp aft da sea trg todae.. even though ppl say our chances of winning is quite high, but.. if u row in our boat today, its juz sucks lah. j1s in 24 women gals only row 2 race sets today n its sucks.. argh!!!

some more today my strokes were bad.. didnt row properly.

the more i row, the suckier it gets.. last time, i think, my strokes were better lah. no one need to remind me that i didnt twist. but now, every trg always got ppl remind me. sometimes da left arm go down while it shouldnt be. heh.. sucks is juz the rite word to discribe today..

yvnn's house

2006-06-07T22:36:00.000+08:00

went to yvnn's house wif some DB gals n guy. bao qi, jean, hongku, apple, kailing, chern harn, sarah, yiyang, myslef n obviously yvnn!!! her house is considered DAMN big esp if u stay in sg wer land is damn ex. da house is da javanese or baliness type. either one lah. it's quite cool but only in the morning or afternoon. cos at nite look scary, many statues n looks like jungle. haha.. then da housing area is a bit isolated from da main road, its foggy some more (at nite). make da atmosphere scarier..

play there for da whole day.. actually wan to go for movie marathon at her house but in the end we cannot tahan. as we tired n sick of watching 3 movies straight away. so as usual we gossip!!! btw, in da afternoon, huisin n dat j2 retired rower join us for da gossip. we made them guess who's BFG!!! haha.. quite exciting sua.. we made them think like hell. hoho.. so we chat n chat n chat until nite.

anw, today is da first time i get tao pok (i dun noe how to spell. so, dun complain. at least u understand!!!). whoa, suffer man! couldnt breathe! argh.. several secs felt like mins sua.. almost die. heh..

today we totally relaxing n dun study at all!!! haha!!! only watch movies, gossip n gossip again. hehe.. oh ya. yvnn got a female fat quiet cat. da fur keep dropping, soon it will bcum botak. hehe..

now im sleepy so bye.. ^_^

none of ur business!!!

2006-06-06T22:01:00.000+08:00

yup.. blogging time..

hav to do 600 pumping leh. cos of my stupidity lar.. cos i told da gals team to wear dark pro x tee while actually hav to wear white on dat day. n da worse thing is da day bef dat i asked hek ming wat to wer. haiz..

so today did 100!!! yay! 500 more to go. whew.. aft dat is none of ur business. hahaha!!!
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several hours later..

at 2 we went to mpr to see our flaws.. not dat embarasing cos we couldnt c each other stupid facial expression wen rowing. haha.. then went for rowing.. got bus chartered.. n sit besides yvnn was DAMN tiring. she tried to bite me ler!!! scary sua.. she made me excercise sua.. T_T bully me.. i had to defend myself. actually she is quite stupid. cos she should bite bao qi or hongku as both of them have more flesh then me. hehe.. flabs n fats. luckily the bus reach stadium quite fast if not i could die of tiredness. fighting wif walnut..

then da rowing was damn tiring. even bef da rowing i felt lethargic already. dun noe y. esp da 90 starts, its killing me!!! tired.. tired.. tired.. dats da only word dat stuck inside my mind for da whole sea trg.. huh..

one of da j2s was asking stupid qn.
j2: is bedok reservoir at bedok?
(duh.. obviously.. its like asking whether kallang river is at kallang)

dats all for today. i think. cant think much more. dun noe wat to write.. sooooooo.. ok lor. dats all..

I'm BACK!!!

2006-05-28T22:24:00.000+08:00

hi! im back! dun noe wat to write sua..

hmm... oh ya da sch said got hols. wat kind of hols is this, we keep going back to sch for remidials n lectures. its like normal sch days sua. only da difference is we can go to sch late!!! haha!!!

today quite boring sua.. many gals absent, got 5. n da lunch aso damn quiet. no yvnn da stupid walnut, bao qi da flabily sexy woman n super violent (hoho..), hong ku da noisy n love to bastard ppl. hah.. my sister also not ther. che.. but nvm, this week got many trgs n aft trgs can go out together. haha.. btw, wan to watch da vinci code sua.. but no one wan to watch wif me.. then aso wan to watch silent hill n only kai ling wan. whoa.. only 2 of us, romantic sua.. hehe.. (disgusting)

haiz.. sian.. tml got sch. maths tutorial.. dun noe wat to say anymore. cya.. need to sleep..

parents r coming

2006-05-02T18:43:00.000+08:00

aaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggghhhhhhhhh!!! feel like crying.. i cant cope wif my studies now. i fail for most of my tests n assignments. T_T

DAMN!!! i think i need tuition but cant find any time. stress.. but i aso dont wan to sacrifice my DB life. now, wat should i do!!! at sch, i try to concentrate n listen to teacher but to no avail.. i always end up fall asleep or doing my other subjects hw or chatting away or day dreamnin. man, can ppl please tell me wat should i do now???

then my parents r coming this week on sat!!! i try to persuade them to let me join DB but still, they insist dat DB is such a useless cca n time consuming. i agree dat it is time consuming but i cant agree dat DB is useless..

list of profits dat i earn from DB, for now :D
> better fitness lvl (improve tremendously n still improving..)
> more frenz (yay!! we suffer together. hehe..)
> my back is not as hunch as before
> learn teamwork n get team spirit!!!
> hav more sense of urgency, cos since sec sch im known for my slackness.. -_-
> nice tan skin, hehe.. joking2, but my parents HATE tan skin.. dun noe y..
> learn to persevere ("its only on da mental, not on the physical", yeah rite.)
> etc etc etc..

now u c, its not useless rite! heh..

can anyone tell me how to cope wif my studies n persuade my parents dat i can join DB??? they still dun noe dat im NYJC dragonboater -_-
pls tell me wat to do!!!

DB

2006-05-01T18:42:00.000+08:00

last dae of holiday..
T_T anw.. im so proud of myself today. today i did my hw!!! did research on gp project and studied for maths test(MI). hehe..

nothin much today cos im juz lazying around after did my hw and waiting da time to pass by. yeah2. i love wasting time. hehe.. tml, here i cum. but before dat..

lets talk bout yesterdae.. yesterdae sea trg was not satisfying. it felt damn short lar. cos we kept rescuing capsized ppl. oh ya! i got my own team bag!!! yay!!! worth of celebration. hehe.. sooooo.. happy :)) got the character long embroidered on it.

aft da trg.. my attached j2 buddy gave me a notebook, containing wat she think bout DB n aso wat she think bout me. she said im a slacker. i agree on a certain extend.. -.- i only slack for my school works but never slack for trgs. aso, she said dat i talk too much during trgs. woi! almost every trgs im surrounded by j2s which very china. they always speak chinese. so i always keep quite cos dont understand, wat da hell r they talking bout.

sometimes i felt stress when rowing wif j2s cos im scared i cant keep up wif them..

lazy to blog bout fun race, so i juz upload the photos. let da pics to do da talking.. haha..

j1s before da race..

ready.. paddles up.. go!!

watching da race. (im in the middle)

j1s aft da race wif several extras(j2s). hehe..

another j1s photo..

da orgainzers.

one big happy DB family!!!

dats all for now..

stress. stress. stress.

2006-04-25T23:28:00.000+08:00

sigh. yesterdae i flung my chem test lar. SUX!!! if i pass, it would be a miracle.. nvm, dun wan to think about it anymore.. stress. stress. stress. now hav to prepare my future tests, this week is econs; next week is maths; two weeks later is physics. cant afford to fail, if not bye2 to my DB.. argh!!! why life is damn stressing!

anw, lets talk about todae.
today i had pe!!! n unfortunately, mr lee is my pe teacher.. walao!!! stress lar. he made me nervous cos he is DB coach as well. -_- eventhough my 2.4 running timing was good, but it used up all my energy! dats why i slept for phy lecture n malay class. heh.. then during malay class, da teacher gave back our compo test n i failed!!! yay!!! (too stress, cant handle) i got 18/40. i knew i would fail coz never finish dat compo at all. iritating.

today is our last gym trg. T_T sad. sob sob. we will face land trg which equal to initiation!!! esp, aft those scolding from seniors, im sure they'll torture us. man! we will suffer n die together. hehe.. joking. but da part dat i said we will suffer, i mean it.. T_T

so.. dats all. my stressing life. huh..

heh..

2006-04-22T19:52:00.000+08:00

hohoh.. heh.. today is a tiring dae. hav to wake up damn early for db sea trg. eventhough, my maid had wake me up several times, i still stubbornly don wan to leave my cozy bed. but, luckyly never late for trg. whew..

still, we hav to do pumping coz ther's no running. T_T pity my arms.. today is a quite bad dae. da seniors r scolding us for not having sense of urgency and some j1s are 'honeymoon' rowing. argh! my back is aching.. tml hav to compete some more. we hav to WIN!!! show da seniors dat we deserve da bai long!!!

anw, today i bought a nice white sandals, eventhough i think da size is a bit too small. but.. nvm. i like it. white rox!!! hehe..